Annual
Membership

Get access to all seven of my courses (see course details below), monthly webinars and twice-monthly group coaching calls with me, all for one discounted price.

Membership offers immersion in my unique healing techniques and principles; you can learn and practice them quickly or slowly, in whatever order is best for you.

You'll also be invited to join our community of members who meet in Facebook and on Zoom for peer-led Daily Practice calls, a book club more. 

 Price: $399/yr or $49/mo

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Without a doubt, purchasing the Membership has been one of the best decisions I've ever made. At last, I've found a group that completely understands how it feels to be me -- a place of complete safety and support! Thank you Crappy Childhood Fairy!

 CINDY K.

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7 COURSES

Access to ALL my online courses for 12 full months.

150+ VIDEOS

Core teachings in each course on subjects that impact you most.

120+ EXERCISES

Worksheets to help apply the principles and change your life.

24 Q&A CALLS

Invitation to join live member group coaching & Daily Practice calls, twice monthly on Zoom.

600+ WOMEN & MEN

Practice techniques and share peer support in our secret Facebook group for members.

12 LIVE WEBINARS

Free Access to Anna's popular monthly webinars.

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ALL THESE COURSES ARE YOURS FOR A YEAR!

Healing Childhood PTSD

Learn the science, symptoms, and strategies that help heal the lasting effects of early trauma.

  • Best place to begin learning my techniques and principles
  • Explore emerging science, newly understood symptoms, and practical strategies for healing

  • Learn about the one core symptom that drives most other trauma symptoms

  • 3+ hours of video, plus worksheets to apply lessons and plan your breakthrough

Dating and Relationships

Learn to heal destructive patterns that are holding you back from healthy, lasting love.

  • Designed for single people ready to change negative relationship patterns

  • Define your ideal partner and avoid self-deceptive thinking so you can steer clear of unavailable and inappropriate people

  • Structured dating plan to prevent too-early bonding, so you can build a loving relationship that lasts

  • 3+ hours of video plus worksheets

Dysregulation Bootcamp

20-day program teaches about  dysregulation -- what causes it and how to calm triggers. 

  • 20-day program with videos/worksheets delivered to your inbox each day

  • Learn to notice dysregulation and stay regulated more of the time

  • Instruction in basic techniques you can practice daily to calm triggers

  • More than an hour of video content plus special meditation MP3

Connection Bootcamp

A 30-day program to help you heal the hidden ways  you isolate Iand create more trusting, authentic, relationships.

  • 30-day program with one video and one worksheet delivered to your inbox each day
  • Learn to spot common patterns of avoidance, isolation, and conflict that keep you disconnected and alone

  • Step-by-step instruction to practice connection and enjoy happier relationships of all kinds

  • 4+ hours of video and worksheets to help you develop daily habits of connection that build ease and comfort in social situations

Inner Power

Tap into the well of insight and energy inside you that strengthens as you heal.

  • 20 course videos that walk you through the most common ways people with past trauma lose their power

  • 20 worksheets to help you identify and heal the common beliefs that disempower you and hold you back

  • Learn strategies to regain your power through consistent and positive actions

  • Improve your ability to set boundaries, create supportive relationships, and preserve emotional well-being without overwhelm or burnout

Mood Boost Blueprint

Learn everyday strategies to shift your thinking and lift your mood.

  • 20 course videos that help you cultivate joy in-the-moment with mindset shifts and daily habits that make happiness feel accessible – even on tough days.

  • 20 worksheets to help you build resilience through movement, decluttering, and secret acts of kindness that strengthen your sense of purpose.

  • Reclaim your energy by optimizing your mornings, and fueling your body for steady energy.
  • Let in the good by recognizing the positive people and moments in your life, breaking the cycle of isolation.
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LIVE CALLS, WEBINARS AND A VIBRANT COMMUNITY

Learn The Daily Practice

You'll have direct access to both the course and multiple Zoom calls each week where you can learn and practice Anna's powerful writing and meditation techniques every day, in the company of friends online. 

  • Monthly group Daily Practice calls with Anna
  • Multiple peer-led Daily Practice calls led by experienced members,
  • Follow along with the specific writing and meditation methods that, used together twice a day, can help calm dysregulation and fearful, resentful thinking so you can feel energized, focused nad free
  • Includes answers to common questions for new practitioners, with guidance for integrating the technique into daily life

Monthly Webinars

Members get free access each month to Anna's LIVE monthly webinars ($45 for non-members), on trauma-related topics that help you live a happier, more regulated and connected life

  • Strengthening your sense of connection and belonging, and recognizing friendship red flags
  • Productivity, money work, and managing trauma symptoms on the job
  • Practical ways to spot neurological and emotional dysrsegulation and get re-regulated quickly -- and stay regulated more of the time. 
  • Creating a structured plan for dating to help you find the right person and build a happy, committed relationship 

 More Member Benefits

  • Connect with Anna and hundreds of other members in this positive and friendly online community.
  • Access to our private Members' Facebook group where you’ll find friendly support, activities and several peer-led Daily Practice calls each day.
  • Ask Anna questions about the techniques and the lessons she teaches in her courses, books and videos on members group coaching and Daily Practice calls with Anna. Meetings are recorded so you can watch even when you can't attend live. Past group coaching call recordings available.

  • Sunday book club where members read Anna's books (Re-Regulated and Connectability) and trauma-related books chosen by Anna 

  • Discounts on group coaching programs and more!

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What Students Are Saying

"I'm a trauma therapist myself. Your videos are amazing and the best help for people with CPTSD. I haven't found any material like yours. You are precise (and also correct!), efficient, and yet loving in your explanations. Thank you so much!"
CLAUDIO O.

 

"It's difficult for me to find words to describe how much calmer and serene I feel going into the rest of my day having done only my first exercise.  Astonishing, really.  I don't think I've ever felt this calm before in my life. Wow. I'm weeping with joy."
DAVE C.

 

"Anna, I just adore you so much!!!!! Every session feels like having coffee with a good friend. Someone that loves you enough to tell you facts rather than want you want to hear. You have taught me so much. I am NOT broken. Thank you for ALWAYS bringing such great truths.”

MELODY H.

"The information you share quite literally saved me and changed my life. It reduced the feelings of shame, blame, and self-loathing I have acquired and created through my 58 years. I thank you. Lots of love to you and those who support you."
LILI

 

“I just want to say a massive thank you. This was the first time in my life that I have felt so deeply understood. Words cannot really express how much it meant to me, to have our shared experiences and difficulties acknowledged and talked about,and the immense hope for healing and freedom from our past that brings. I am so grateful that Anna cares enough to show us how we can heal and become our true versions of ourselves. This has been such a  a pivotal point in my life.

NICHOLA

 

"I was diagnosed with PTSD ten years ago. I’m 23 next month. I feel so relieved to know I’m not alone. I’ve let my trauma swallow me completely, isolating myself because I’m scared of any social interaction. Thank you for helping us heal."
ZOILA C.

 

"I'm so very grateful to have found your work. I'm also very grateful that the membership is so affordable. I was very overwhelmed by not finding a therapist who supported me in a way that pushed my healing forward. I feel so relieved to have access to tools."
ALISHA

“I'm 72 and in the quicksand...but for the first time ever another human being knows that I suffer, that it’s real, it’s a thief, it’s debilitating. And you also know I do matter, I do have worth and I can be whole. Finding you and this tribe have my full attention...baby steps...Thank you, Anna.”

SONORA

Meet Your Instructor

I'm Anna Runkle, and I'm the creator and founder of the Crappy Childhood Fairy YouTube channel and website and the author of the books Re-Regulated and Connectability.

I am a trauma survivor (not a doctor or therapist) using recent research and my own experience recovering from the effects of childhood trauma to offer guidance on recovery. My simple but radical approach supports calming your nervous system and changing your life, whether you have access to professional help or not.

For over 30 years, I have taught my techniques and principles to more than a million people around the world. 

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More Student Reviews

"Anna, you're so amazing! You have no idea the bright light you are for so many of us. You have given us reason, tools, understanding, grace. I love how you give tough love in a very graceful way. Thank you for being brave enough to share your knowledge."
SANDRA L.

"Anna is the real deal. She's easy to relate to and exudes warmth and wisdom. After completing the Bootcamp course and using the tools provided, I've experienced less emotional dysregulation, it's down to almost none. No joke."
JOSH P.

"I have been doing your techniques for a month, and they have made a difference. I don't feel as plagued by past thoughts. Thank you, thank you, thank you. I appreciate your hard work. Even my husband is joining in on the program."
LISA T.

Become a Member

Join a positive, like-minded community of 1,400+ members, and take a bold step toward healing the symptoms that have been holding you back.

Monthly Plan

$49

  • Healing Childhood PTSD ($229)
  • Dysregulation Bootcamp ($139)
  • Dating and Relationships ($219)
  • Connection Bootcamp ($209)
  • Inner Power ($70)
  • Mood Boost Blueprint ($70)
  • Group Coaching Calls ($1,200)
  • Monthly Webinars ($540)
  • The Daily Practice Course & Calls
  • Secret Facebook Group
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Annual Plan

$399

  • Healing Childhood PTSD ($229)
  • Dysregulation Bootcamp ($139)
  • Dating and Relationships ($219)
  • Connection Bootcamp ($209)
  • Inner Power ($70)
  • Mood Boost Blueprint ($70)
  • Group Coaching Calls ($1,200)
  • Monthly Webinars ($540)
  • The Daily Practice Course & Calls
  • Secret Facebook Group
  • Coaching Program Discounts
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Frequently Asked Questions

 

Is This Program Right for Me?

If you’ve suffered from common adult effects of childhood trauma, you’ve probably sought help from professionals like therapists, doctors, and psychiatrists. Maybe you followed their advice -- booked appointments, told your story of what happened, read books, joined groups, swallowed medication, and waited… waited to start feeling better. And maybe it worked. But, whether or not you have access to professional help, if you still feel like there’s more for you -- more healing, more connection, more happiness, more success -- then perhaps it’s time you take a bold step up and take charge of your own healing. That’s why Anna created the Crappy Childhood Fairy Member program. It offers immersion in her simple but powerful techniques and principles. With access to all of Anna's courses, you can learn and practice them quickly or slowly, in whatever order is best for you.

 

Can I Cancel Any Time I Want?

Annual plans automatically expire after one year. You'll be invited at that time to continue your membership with a second-year discount. Monthly plans automatically each month until you cancel.

 

Is There a Refund Policy?

If you’re not satisfied with the membership for any reason, you have 72 hours after purchase to request a full refund. For refunds, please email us at support@crappychildhoodfairy.com.

 

What If I Have Questions or Need Support?

You can e-mail us at support@crappychildhoodfairy.com. In addition, once you're enrolled, you’ll receive an email from us that will show you how to access your course materials, register for the live group coaching calls, and join the secret Facebook group. Our technical support team will assist you with any issues you may have.

More Happy Students

"Anna's personal experience and healing approach, along with her easy manners, YouTube videos, courses, group coaching and Daily Practice Zoom meetings, and the Facebook group are all structured to help us on our healing journey."
VAL D.

"Your work is SO important. I wish it were available when I was in my 20s because I had no idea what was "wrong" with me. You explain CPTSD simply, yet your depth of knowledge seems infinite. Anna truly is a unique voice."
KISKA K.

"Anna, you've been incredibly helpful to me in my life, almost to the point of being life-saving. You're on the right track and helping many people. Your sincerity, experience with these issues, and love for others are what makes your work so potent."
LORELEI

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Money Back Guarantee

If you don't absolutely love the course, I'll give you a full refund within 72 hours of purchase.

Zero Overwhelm Guarantee

I've designed this program to be easy to absorb, even when life feels challenging. Go at your own pace and rhythm.

The information here is for educational purposes only. My team and I are not doctors or therapists. If you are in a crisis or need help, please reach out to police, a mental health professional or a crisis hotline. Your life is important and your safety matters!